JmTank

2007-11-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

I MANAGED TO ENTER JUN MING'S BLOG!!!!

Ok, like I once said. I'll delete it sooooooooooooon!

2007-10-03T17:16:00.001+08:00

POKER FEVER

2007-09-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

had been playing poker cards straight these few days. it somehow hooked us in, so i think you will find us in casinos. just kidding. don't know why, but we just got hooked into playing poker, just can't resist it.

had not been going to school for four days last week. went only on tuesday to take our class photo. since it will be my last year, why not just take a photo and keep it as memories for the future. i think one day in the future when i take these photos out to see, we will burst into laughter. haha.

lately i had been listening to emo-metal songs. screamo, and heavy riffs is common, and that's the reason i'm starting to like this genre. and if i can play all these songs it will be better.

and now i'm in asiq's house. stay at his house for the whole night and i'm going back to get change and go out. exams are near time to study harder, but don't over tired yourselves, do rest well too. Good Luck.

2007-09-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

Screamo, Screamo and Screamo. now throat is feeling bad as i try to scream. omg. it hurts.

Finally i came to update my blog. my com was down and i still can't use it. and talking about tatoos, i said i want to tatoo a triple 6 on my arms but JJ said that it will curse me for life. so what do you all think?

Prelims is over, now left around 1 month to start the O's and around 2 months to the end. yeah once O'level is done, i will have to work and get my sony walkman, my multi-effects pedal, my bass, and all the clothes and etc. but still i can't wait get my new bass because currently my bass sucks.

2007-08-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i got C5 (merit) for my chinese, and i've not been selected for my DPA. and i just realise that you need to login to the DPA account to know wheather you were asked for interview, omg this is shit. everything were like so 'shited'. going to retake my chinese and i'll need to work hard to go in MAT, no matter what. feeling so sad. OMFG! OMFG! OMFG!

2007-08-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

OMG!! i will be taking my results on monday, my chinese Os and my DPA. hope it will be a good day for me. haha. got a long week end to spend this week but after that will be my O level english oral, follow by my prelims then will be my actual Os. omg it's so fast. and i still haven't think of what to buy for asiq. lol. does asiq have anything to do with my Os? haha.

going to watch the parade tomorrow. this is my second time going for NDP even since p5. lol.

2007-08-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Siq.

now my whole body is aching due to the intensive swimming. haha. as on the second day morning of the chalet, melvin, jj, jing lie, song and i were swimming and jumping into the swimming pool like nobody's business to declare that the pool is open. lol. then later in the night, siq, emest, melvin, jing lie and i were swimming again. omg this is crazy. moreover, in the first night, we swim when the pool is closed and we got caught by the guard on duty there. at the same time wende and brenden were caught for climbing over the fence. lol we just too crazy. haha.

siq your present will be a belated one as i can't find anything that i think that is suitable for you SO FAR. haha.

2007-07-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

HA! new skin. caught the movie "invisible target" a few days ago and it's a nice show. worth watching. the O's are nearing and that means it's finishing soon. haha. and means prom night is coming. WooT!! it's a 'prom NIGHT'! not a 'prom tea' which i have never heard before until last year.

siq, i didn't attend for school but you didn't attend for your exams. you're still worse. haha.
emest the excuses king. haha. for every song you sure have a excuse not to learn it. lol. but finally you have chosen one. haha

Ah~! i hope i will be selected for MAT course, which is my first chioce of the DPA.

2007-07-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

just applied for the direct polytechnic admission(DPA). hope that SP's MAT will offer me a place in it.

just finished watching Harry Potter 5, it's was quite a boring one. and i saw a bass in yamaha today, it's so cool and i like the sound of that bass. a deep, solid sound with a nice body and also it has 24 frets. haha. it's model is RXB374 if i'm not wrong. haha. now i can't wait to finish my 'O's and work just to get that bass and an ibanez 35 watts bass amp. total up, it will cost me around 1k. OMG! can't wait to finish my 'O's and buy them.

2007-06-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

there goes my luck. omg it was so suck. no microphone for amps and drums, no second performance, no nothing. so sad. moreover i got mock exams tomorrow. SIGH~!

2007-06-19T06:19:00.000+08:00

Oh My GOD!!!! it's gonna be at the parade square!!! it will be so fun. haha. can't wait anymore!

2007-06-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

the day before yesterday went out to the sea with rs and his family, got tanned from hands to elbows, face and feet to knees. for my leg case is still ok because i can always wear a long pants to go out, but for my arms, it's like oh shit got 2 colour. haha and even my face because i was wearing my specs that day. haha. and i didn't notice it at first till i got home when my sis told me that. haha. and the worst thing was i caught NO FISH!!! maybe it's because i didn't sleep that night. i was so sad.

and yesterday went to the planet shakers concert. what i can say was their skills are good but they're playing was religous rock or pop which i don't really like those song as i'm a free thinking here who only believe in myself. and sorry jasmine and meimei for me leaving early. becuase i'm way too hungry. when i wake up it's already 5 so i went to prepare which takes me about 45 minutes and i went to meet them straight and i got no time to eat. and i haven't pay. haha please remind me to do so. =)

2007-06-07T03:02:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to a ktv around serangoon there to celebrate the twins birthday. so shiok. haha. had 2 bottles of chivas with 5 person drinking, so each person get to drink more. we sang till 1am plus when the shop closes then we went home. fun going with a bunch of brothers. and emest ask you go you say what leg pain, i also didn't walk a lot. all the while sitting there. only ask you go there sing and drink. also never ask you to run here and there.

and my room is done with all the painting all thanks to siq and song for helping, if not it won't be finished if i paint myself. haha.

2007-06-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

just painted HALF of my room. what a tiring thing to do. and that asiq why you go? at least help me to do somemore then i won't get so tired. haha can take turn what.

holidays is here but i've got lesson almost everyday. and i didn't go for a week already. hmm. not exactly a week, but ONLY 4 days. haha. everyday sleep sleep sleep. so relax. but i know now is not the time to relax. but still relaxing feels great. haha. like to be lazy. and tommorow i'm still continuing with my painting. don't feel like painting it myself but it's my room. haha. so no choice, got to do it myself.

2007-05-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

may 18th 's performance is over. it's a successful one, although i played some wrongly. haha. first of all to my drummer, jing jie, you did well! you're the MIP among all of us. haha. then mei mei, you sang well. then will be my guiarist and bassist. vinay and fong, good. our efforts paid off. haha. then thanks vin for your guitar. haha and thanks those who came and support us. haha.

like some award winning speech. haha. but really, although only one song the we've played, it's damn shiok.

performance is over and O papers coming. Good Luck!

2007-05-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

back here after so long. haha. mid-year exams are here. stressful and may 18 is coming!!! WO-HO.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to emest
sorry for not going out with yesterday.
next time pay you back la, stingy ass. haha kidding.

10 more days after my performance will be my Chinese 'O' level written paper.

wow in this month of april lots of things happened.
like i went tioman, on the Good Friday week with my friends,
that's so fun. haha.
practising for performing last friday, went sentosa on the next day.
had been busy, so didn't have the time to blog. haha.
and i finish my english paper today, not very happy about what i've done, i think i won't score very good, but never mind i'll work harder next time.
can't wait to finish my 'O's!!!

2007-04-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

went to work cityneon today. it's four of us working again. fun! not too bad, not very tiring. haha. and my computer is currently having some stupid problems that make me can't access to the internet with my user. got to use my brother's user in order to access to the net. and now that my brother is working, i got more time to use the computer and also to update my blog(if i got things to update). lol. so...take care people. =)

2007-03-29T07:54:00.000+08:00

FUCKERS! both of you sure are irritating. i don't think i'm a son of yours. in your mind there's only studies, studies and studies. so what big fuck about studying? you all are asking, no it's indirectly forcing me to study as if i don't have my own dreams. i think you don't even know what's in my mind. you think you're always right, and that's one of the reason why i choose not to listen to you. whenever i sit in front of the computer for a long time you'll think that i'm playing game when i'm watching show. then you continue with your reason, those reasons of yours really makes me feel sick. so what even if i smoke? i know it's bad for health, i know. but i just wanted to because at least i got a reason not to be at home. when i ask for money for my guitar's stuff you said that it's a waste of money. obviously you don't undestand me at all, then why should i listen to you? you didn't think in the shoe of mine first, then why should i think in yours? sometimes even if i'm very late i will no matter still go to school but not today. actually i wanted to go, but you all make me feel that i'm going to school because you all forced me to. saying about my friends, then you are further from me now. to me friends are the most important ones. money can't buy the friendship between me and my friends. just like love. so what if you got the money. i don't really give a damn fuck. fuckers you make me feel sick.

2007-03-23T04:42:00.000+08:00

leading a lazy life? an easy going person? lol. that's what the main character in shaman king is like. just finish watching that show, shaman king, and it's nice. who wouldn't want to be lazy? haha.

tomorrow will be a tiring day for me as i can't sleep now, after a six hours sleep till 11p.m. and i still got remedial and even detention. who ask me to be late. sigh~! what can i do? can't stop being late. how would i wish there's a night school which is under MOE. haha. then i guess would be late anymore. lol.

and now i can't view my own blog, but i can view other's. what a stupid computer i have.

2007-03-18T06:31:00.000+08:00

It's somehow very early now. having sleepless nights and i don't know why. i caught the show "engine" on friday, it's a japanese show, and it's nice. haha. and i'm thinking that can i find it on youtude? lol.

any jamming session? trying to figure out some new way to play. and i want to learn more songs so that my library of songs will be more as now i can only said that i know 4 full songs. let's name it,
first - that thing you do
second - we believe
third - moon on the water
forth - memory
and that's all. maybe you can count 'wake me up' in and that will make it five, but i don't. lol.

the first mock exams are here. i've finish my chinese on friday, and tomorrow will the second day, english, social studies, etc. wish myself luck. =)

2007-03-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

Boring!
performance up ahead which i haven't comfirm all my members, O'levels up ahead and i haven't started my serious study mood, how am i going to score A1s?
stress or confuse?
stress and confuse.
music or study first?
i think all of you will think of course it's study, ya i know it's study first but i just got in to music and i feel and i want to play. whenever i see my homeworks, i felt that playing music is a better chioce, so i went to play my bass guit. so after playing i don't have the mood for homeworks anymore.
the A1s in my mind is like further and further.
slack, having fun, going out.
is that all i can do?
can't i just sit down and study?
for like the next 6 months continuously, i can say that it's impossible for a person like me.
i like to play and i want to play.
serious mood is what i hate most.
and i think because of this i like to joke around, just to aviod the serious mood.
and do you people think sometimes like i'm way too much to joke? because i don't realise it.
SIGH~!
feeling so down this few days, because i used to think that i'm very lucky and i think i've ran out of luck from now on.
because i used to think that i'm very lucky.
so good luck to me myself.
=)

2007-02-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

i hope you will be back one day,
and i know you will be back for sure.

and yesterdy was my unlucky day.
ar!!!
so damn unlucky!

2007-02-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

so let it be
let us see
what we need
we believe

i'm so tired!!

what a bad news.

after so long finally i have the mood to blog.
and i felt so strange this few days.

2007-01-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!!!
the LEONGs rocks!

it took us four days to finish the song 'that thing you do'. quite amazing, as we are still beginners for guitars stuff('us' refer to me and emest). lol. haha. asiq and melvin is busy working now, so to complete the song we need more time. lol. now my hands and mest's are breaking, as we don't know the song's speed and we just play, and we are playing faster then the song by quite a lot. so now got to rest for like one day or two. lol.

2007-01-07T07:26:00.000+08:00

school had already started. and my hair is fucking short, now i don't really dare to go out. had been playing guitar with emest almost everyday. trying to learn things by ourselves, but i think we've not even learn a thing. lol. never mind, we'll learn more in the future after we start our lessons. now waiting for someone to get his guitar. lol. his LEFT-HANDED guitar. you should know who is it. =) he himself also want to get it faster, but his pay have not come yet. lol.

mest, siq, vin.
ya we'll improve, we'll surely improve. and one day, we'll gonna rock it.

2007-01-03T02:52:00.000+08:00

just dyed back my hair. =( lol. later i'm going school and i'm still up now. actually i'm feeling very tried already. but need to upload photos so came to blog also. it's another new year again. but tis time it's quite different, i'm secondary four now. haha 'finally'. lol. people out there take care. =)

2006-12-31T06:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for bowling with siq. lol. it's my second time playing. fun, fun. lol. actually is consider the day before yesterday by now. after bowling we still go for pool. lol. then went to sim lim to check my MMC card. and so i bought a card reader for only $6. and i can't believe it that it's so cheap. and yesterday went for a job interview at cine K-BOX. hope that they will call me. haha. and tomorrow i'm going to K-Garden. haha. but then after that don't know where to go. i think i will go with jas they all to church. anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance to you people. =)

2006-12-24T17:29:00.001+08:00

Wish you people a Merry X'mas in advance!! =)

2006-12-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

changed new blog account and new skin. finally everything's done after a stupid mistake. haha. people you all now can add my new msn address at 'jmtank-@hotmail.com'. =)

2006-12-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

had been shopping almost everyday because staying at home is boring. lol. jamming rocks! lol. lots of laughter and fun. did something stupid, real stupid but very very fun yesterday, and that's playing in the rain. haha. kicking rain water making ourselves all wet, lying on the floor where that's little floods. lol. and did something that's a bit gay. lol. eat at siq's house, and siq's grandma is a good cook. =) got a haircut by wee long, lol. and now look more better. and one more thing wee long you're actually improved. haha. all thanks to you my hair looks better. haha. so when school re-open, i'll need you to help me cut again. haha. it had been a long time since we having so much fun. it's truely fun brothers!

2006-12-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK for those people taking N's result. =)

2006-12-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

slacking and rotting almost everyday. BORING!!!

2006-12-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

wa~! cityneon bluff me. sorry guys those who are waiting for cityneon's work, the show is going on and the next show will be at around jan or feb. so no more work. sigh~! now broke and no work.

2006-12-01T06:35:00.000+08:00

had been going out everyday. pub, town, chalet, slack, and even went to red house recently. lol. compare to OCH, red house is really not exciting and not scary. lol. and i nearly got on to the roof top of red house, when another group of people say someone reported to the police. lol. but it was quite scary up there on the roof, where holes are everywhere. lol. going out almost everyday make me broke. now i hope cityneon will call me faster. if not there goes my money. haha.

2006-11-24T05:44:00.000+08:00

dyed my hair finally. what i can say is not bad, thanks to wee long. =) haha. just now went for a movie, COLIC. that's rather a boring show.

2006-11-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

it's raining heavily just now. so we decided not to play soccer anymore, and went home. on my way home i went into a carpark. and the entrance of the carpark is flooded like hell. even when i'm cycling a haro, i'm paddling in the water. LOL! that's just too fun. haha.once a while when it rain like this is also a fun thing. lol.

2006-11-18T03:46:00.000+08:00

FMA(Full Metal Alchemist) is a good show. i had been watching recently.
and people cityneon pay is here. tomorrow i'm going to take, i think i will be taking for you all. so don't worry if you don't know how to go down to their office. i will do the long walking for you all. lol. although it's very tired, but then because of the money i don't care. haha.

2006-11-13T03:20:00.000+08:00

sorry my brother, for doing that. i thought you wasn't kidding.

so you think how long can we last. i mean pHd. suddenly this thing comes to my mind. i know we will sure quarrel someday about something. have you all ever think of it? i know you all sure have. so what if one day we really disagree with each other's point? but i really hope we can be best friends till the end.

ren song congratulations to you. sooner or later i will be on your boat, going out to the sea. lol. at this age i think you are the very few that are driving a boat. lol. all the best to you, hope you can get your license as soon as posible. haha.

2006-11-10T03:35:00.000+08:00

schools are having lesson now till next week but i don't really have the mood to attend those lesson. the important thing is it's all secondary four work, it's a jumpstart program. starting from next week. got to go and learn my songs. if not we won't be able to play any songs. lol. after all the works and studies, finally i can go train my bass. had been lazy this few weeks. lol.

2006-11-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

pHd and pHd's wifes, at least must get 3 As each, if not next time don't talk to me. LOL! kidding. for all Os candidate, ALL THE BEST!!!

2006-11-05T03:40:00.000+08:00

hey stop acting like you're innocent. what is my fault? i'm not in fault now. go back and think properly 'big baby'. i know you accidentally said it out. don't think i don't know. you think you say those things i will believe in you? LMFAO!!! i'm not a three years old kid like you. a person who everytime skip his common test just because he wanted to score high on the re-test, can i believe in him? you go ask people around you, how many people will beileve you. try asking. lol. what i can say is very few. you think yourself, how many times have you lied to people. what i can say is alot. think about what you have done to emest. because of you he has injured his leg. and you only visited him a few times, moreover you go and mix with ki wei those guys. what kind of friend are you? and now you say you saw my true colour? then i shall how you what is my true colour. compare to you, asiq is not the one that make emest's leg to that state but he went to the hospital everyday, almost without fail he was always there for emest. where are you? what kind of friend am i you can ask people around and what kind of friend you are, i think you know yourself. stop trying to act as if you're innocent this time. because you accidentally said the secret out, so you carry on actting as if you just know it. now i realiese that you're getting from worse to worst. trying to push the blame to me by saying what now i see your true colours? LOL!!! and saying that i'm trying to push the blame to you. don't make me laugh 'kai ning boy'. and you say that you are ashame to have a friend like me? hey it makes me feel so dumb to make friend with you in the first place, you are worse than i thought.

2006-11-04T03:29:00.000+08:00

lol. no more work for me. no more money. sigh~! i wanna work one more day. then at least can reach $500. nevermind now can prepare for lesson. lol. dec then work together pHd. so next time we got concert we can thanks cityneon for the money. lol.

2006-11-03T05:25:00.000+08:00

last time people always said that why are we so cruel to treat you this way. but i think you really deserve it. you can actully keep secret with a fucking girl that don't really treat you as a friend and you didn't tell us. what kind of friend are you, tell me. help a girl to 'eat' our money? LOL! and money is not the problem, problem is you didn't tell us at all. this time i really felt very disappointed and ashame to have a friend like you. what you have said you always can't do it. i really lose all the hope on you man. i think i would not want to have a friend like you. to have a friend like you it spoils the image of 'friends'.

i worked till 2 just now. took a ride on bike home. quite shiok. lol. can't sleep and later i still got to go work if not my boss will scold. haha.

2006-11-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

today i woke up and realise that it's already twelve o'clock. so i didn't go to work. lol. as today i was free so i went to get my phone because after 12 of november my 10% off will be gone. didn't get my 3250 but i bought N70. although that's a little disappointment, anyway i've already bought this phone so use it. lol.

2006-10-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

after two days of work, my limbs are aching. still got five more days to go. but the pay is tempting. lol. that fucking indian can't think properly man. his brain work very slow.and i think i can do a better job than him man. what fucker. never mind, got to bare with it first. after friday, i will be having my new phone and so on. but i will miss all the lesson this week. sigh~! now i'm almost exhuasted can't think much to write.

2006-10-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

two more days to cityneon. once again i'm going to work for cityneon. but i got a course to attent during the holidays. it's a course to improve our english standard. sigh~! i'm so boring now. got nothing to do.

2006-10-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

finally i'm promoted. after one more year of effort and i think it's worth it. retain in sec three is always better if you O's and you get lousy scores and at that time if you want to retain and the school don't allow you to, what are you going to do? take private Os? lol. if you have the money you can. anyway next year will be tougher so got to work harder although this i didn't really work hard. haha. it will be a fair competition next year and i hope i still can get my As. haha.

2006-10-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

went for Death Note just now, 80% was same as the comic. haha. for those who didn't read the comic i don't recommend the show, but for those who have read the comic i think is very nice. all the characters look quite alike. as for those who didn't read the comic i would think that it's somehow complicated. haha.

2006-10-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

phew~! i passed my english paper two. haha. what a lucky one. my maths didn't do very well, got only 65/100. wanted to get A1 in the first place. science is worse, got 67/100 (excluding the physics project). overall i hope i will get at least an A2 for my science. haha. same goes for my maths. tomorrow we will be taking class photo, got to wear neatly. haha. people O'levels is just around, got to work extra hard so that more As will come to you people. good luck people. =)

2006-10-16T08:27:00.000+08:00

CAN'T I JUST DECIDE MYSELF!?!?!?!?!?!?!

2006-10-16T08:16:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK fuck fuck fuck fuck

2006-10-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

wOOt. i've cleared all my paper, finally! but i don't really feel relief. anyway, happy belated birthday to huishan. =) next time i won't forgot your bday, because it's my unlucky day. haha. now i need to work to earn money.

2006-10-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

can you believe it, i just woke up. i had a lot of fun yesterday. went to east coast to picnic but when we reach there it's already 8 plus. LOL! but we're lucky, lucky that there's one shop that is still open so that we're able to rent blades. then my father came down to drive us back to punggol. on the way to punggol we sing crazily. haha. i think this kind of celebration is very fun. haha. then reached my house we jammed inside my room, playing september ends, qing tian and tiger lily. it's so nice. and the last part and it's the most fun part. haha. playing candles. we burn almost everything we can see. lol. the we went to play a "slide". i think it's all started by me and emest. lol. then everyone is injuried. but it's fun. thanks people for coming to celebrate with me, including derek and stanley. sorry for letting bloth of you to wait. and thanks for all the presents, all the wishes. =)

2006-10-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH! english paper is cleared. what a relief. as for the other papers i have confidence to pass. now i can happily go out with my friends for one day! SHIOK!

tomorrow i think i'm going to teach people science and maths, at the same time i'm also revising. killing two birds with a stone, isn't it good?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! my wish is to pass my exams with flying colours!

2006-10-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, since very long ago i've already said i want to change my skin, now i've changed it. finally found some time to change it but no time to edit the skin. =)

2006-10-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

tomorrow will be my first paper, and that's chinese and friday will be my english paper also my dying day. lol. some more i'm still going to picnic on friday. haha. got to go blade on friday, it's a must. lol. physics project is finally done, spend a whole night just because of that 20% of SA2.

if i'm a fucker then who are you? so you think you can solve everything by yourself? have you think of what if Mr Indra say that those who hand in after today will deduct marks or even no marks? if you really think that you can solve everything yourself then first go solve your own problems. this project is mine, i have a chioce whether i need your help or not. and one more thing is i can't stand your nonsence. if you think that i must take your question, you're wrong. as i said i can choose to do it myself. and now i did it. although you still got help in the slides but i will just consider you're helping him. it's not my problem. do you think i give a damn? LOL!

2006-10-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

it's on my english paper again. but never mind after this year it will be after. got to go jamming on that day. don't worry buddies it's on my treat for sure. =) anyway there's a promotion, that's why i'm willing to treat. HAHA!

DAISY ROCK PROMOTION!
for the whole month of october the jamming studio is only at $11 per hour for weekdays before 4 pm and $14 per hour for weekdays after 4 pm, weekends and public holidays.

exams is just on thursday, got to wish my good luck people. haha. as for tomorrow, 'N' level people good luck and all the best!!!

2006-09-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

next week is end of year exams already. hope all those who are taking GCE 'N' level on monday good luck. and also wish myself good luck for the chinese oral on monday. haha.

2006-09-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

it has been raining this few days. got stuck at home for about a week already. everyday DotA, i'm dying of boreness. lol. still got maths hw and physics project haven't do. sigh~! just two more weeks it final year exam already but i haven't studied a single thing. wish me good luck man. haha.

2006-09-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

this is the pHd's first performance!
pHd on the stage.
pHd behind the stage.

2006-09-13T02:52:00.000+08:00

am i right? i just so right. so sad, he is just like that, forget it man.

when you know a person you'll try to see his/her bad points as good points,
but when you hate a person you'll try to see his/her good points as bad points.

2006-09-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday's sentosa trip was quite a boring one. but still i'm very tired and got sun burnt. and today i missed my maths lesson. i sleep at 3am and wake up at 4pm. 14 hours of sleep is still not enough. lol.i still can feel the tireness.

yesterday when we took a bus back to the main entrence of sentosa, there was this old lady sitting in front of me while i was standing. she is just behind the driver. then when we are reaching, the bus that bring us back to the habourfront bus interchange is just behind our bus. after that old lady saw that, she is already about to stand in no time. so when our bus stop before the door is open she is already pushing me and my friends and saying "faster faster!" in chinese. it was so damn irritating. even before the doors are open she is already pushing her way through and there was no space to move anymore. and i was like thinking even if you're slower by a little you will still catch the bus right. so conclusion is, she is a typical singaporean. LOL.

2006-09-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

just now went to punggol end. although i've been there for countless times, but it's the first time i went there for a picnic. it's a bit dumb i know but also quite fun. haha. we played dodge ball there. lol. so tiring. now going to play DotA le. take care every one. =)

2006-09-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERs' DAY!

2006-09-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

it was a total success to our first ever performance. i was so happy. yesterday behind the hall i was jumping around keep talking just because i'm too nervous and scare. once i saw the audience it was like what emest said, my mind went to "WTF!" more than one thousand people i assume. beacause not only all the students, all the teachers and even ex-students were there. it was also the first time i'm performing for so many people. it was damn scary. and when i heard people shouting for us, the pressure is also coming to me. but i was happy to hear people shouting for us. lol. that feeling is really very good. so here i must thanks shandy (for helping me to video my performance, althought it's only half of it.), derek jing lie (for helping me to take some of my things, and cool me down when i'm nervous.) , jasmine and mei mei (for supporting me) and most importantly to my buddies, you all did a great job(me too) LOL! and anyway did the MC said something like "lets us welcome the pHd" before our performance?

and derek i think you better don't bother telling him the chapters for test anymore. because like that i think, you will suffer more than him. he always didn't come for test just to ask you what question came out for the test. then after you tell him the question and he will always do better than you. is it fair? i felt sad for you. i think if he go on like that even he pass this year he will fail the 'O's, because he is always not coming for tests. so next time don't bother telling him the chapters or the question, because he choose not to come for the test. derek remember choices have consequences. is not that i ask you to be bad or what. and if you continue telling him, he will end up always getting higher marks then you. will you be happy? derek just bare in mind that choices have consequences.

2006-08-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i've got my own bass!!! it cost me 250 bucks. but i'm happy. lol.if i depends on mr chua i think i don't need to perform. might as well i buy one myself earlier then i can train and bring to performance also. haha.

so nice of mr chew, he spend 100 over bucks just to treat us eat pizza. it's nice anyway, i think because it's free. haha. i'm poor after buying the bass, that's why need people to treat me to eat. LOL.

2006-08-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

we're in! you've made it through the audition without me. haha. three of you did a splendid job! but i think with me it'll be better right? haha.

these three days i've went to a camp by adam khoo, we call it a motivational camp. some things have really hit me, like choice is a very wonderful thing that everyone has it. choices have consequences, and past does not equal to the future, these few things had really hit me in my heart. i've set my goals, maybe this motivating force won't sustain for very long. but i will still work towards my goals. here i wanna share my goals with you all, and my goal is to become a rock star. maybe this motivating force won't push me till i reach my goal but i think my best friends and i will work together towards this goal that we have, because we have started to do what we want to do together, and that's playing music.

here i want to tell a friend of mine, i'll just name you as personA. you always tell me this last time "i have no choice". actually to say i've no choice is already a choice. as personB told me that you actually hurt people a lot with your words, you should have come to this camp and learn. but too bad, you choose not to come and so you miss out all this i've learn. and i think you'll be still saying what no chioce and giving excuses. i've learn that chioce is a very wonderful thing people have. and i think you won't know what's the consequences behind these chioce you've made. i think you're still in the lala land of yours. i think you take things for granted too. so to me, i don't really care what you choose and how you choose because it's not my life, it's your bloody own life.

and one last thing, i want to tell all the friends of mine that have supported me before, I LOVE YOU GUYS!

2006-08-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

one weekend 2 jams. i'm going to broke soon. lol. audition is on monday. we got to do our best! all the best to us!!

2006-08-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

DotA FEVER!
Holy Shit! someone kill me!
OWNING!

2006-08-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

i'm going to request for a special performance. if not our first performance will be gone!! NO RETRO ANYMORE!

2006-08-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

if life is wonderful
love will be beautiful

if life is meaningless
nothing will be meaningful

if life is happy
moments will become memories

if life is yours
the choice will be yours

life is fragile
so live with no regrets

2006-08-12T03:29:00.000+08:00

just now. for the first time, we went for jamming. it's so fun and high. the first jamming studio we went was at paradiz center, B1 opposite Subway. that studio is fucking nice man. and also it's the first time siq is playing the drums. lol. so siq how do you feel about the drums? lol. and luckly we made it on time for the fireworks. it's kind of a "celebration" for us. haha. after that we went for another studio, it's located near littile india MRT station. that place is not so good compared to the first studio we went. anyway it's fun. haha.

our performance is nearing, and we still have quite a lot of mistakes and our coordination is not perfect yet. got to practise and practise. but as the first time playing together, i think we are superb. LOL! and there's still a long long way to go, althought our first ever performance is only on the first of september, and that's the teachers' day celebration. and all the best to ourselves, the PHD. =)

2006-08-10T02:42:00.000+08:00

finally today i went home and my bro is not using the computer. lol. i don't even dare to bathe first, because if he come back when i'm bathing i can't use the computer already. haha. but don't worry i'll go and bathe after a few minute so that even if he is back, he can't get the chance to use the computer.

just now i went out, thought that there's fireworks at the esplanade. but i wait for around ten minutes at nine, there's still no fireworks. my heart tells me there won't be fireworks already as there is not crowded with people. felt so sad. haha.

2006-08-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

woooo! the superband was born. Mi Lu Ping was the winner! they rocks man. they're young and talented. there's only three of them in the band but they did very well. they're my idol. lol. but the other bands did well too. haha.

2006-08-05T04:43:00.000+08:00

siq finally got his own pair of drumstick( not those $1.50 each). lol. and i'm dying to get my own bass guitar. now i've got into bass man. getting more and more interested in bass. starting to like the sound of the bass. it's really nice. i like it's low, solid and powerful sound. and it's not only like, i think i'm loving it. haha. i'm now really sick and tired of everything if i don't get to touch the bass. lol. sounds crazy. and i'm fucking tired now. but i still choose to come and blog. lol. and just now is fun man. the cake that melvin and me bought is so nice. it's a chocolate mint cake from polar. the mint taste is very nice. it's chocolate cake layered with mint, and when you put it inside you mouth the taste of the mint and chocolate 'AW', it's great. haha.
it's late people, i'm going off. =)

2006-08-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIQ

may 'our' dreams come true. haha. the 'our' refers to pHd haha. may your own dreams come true too. =)

2006-08-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

hello! fucking emest you ask me to be quick! but then when i come your house , you're talking to your girl. WTF!!! now i'm waiting for you. can you please be quick! actually i still do a lot of things before i come. but now i waited for you for around a hour already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you please be quick!!!

2006-08-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

i'm dying.
i felt mentally exhuasted.
i just can't use my mind.
it's breaking down.
it's all tangled close.

2006-07-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

it's another monday. today i didn't went out, not even going to slack. i slept for the whole afternoon. lol. wanted to learn bass from mr chua today but he said he had no time. it's very boring when i've got a target but i can't do anything now. it will make you sick and tired of everything, and make you sit down there doing nothing but thinking of the target you've set. i've almost reach to that stage. i wanted to learn bass but i got no bass guitar. how am i going to learn. i also don't know when will i get a job. sigh~!

2006-07-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

i'm decorating my house for my sister's birthday, and i'm resting now. it's some how last miute work. because tomorrow is going be the celebration already. here i must thanks melvin, siq, ren wei, shi jing and wei ping. haha thanks to them i can complete all the things by tonight. so where the fuck is our rock star? his out with his girlfriend. good, never help me. haha just kidding. i understand your difficulties. =)

2006-07-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

it had been a week since i last touched computer. and my computer is up now! haha. but i'm still using my sis's laptop. as my bro is still installing programs.

the lunar seventh month had started a few days ago. and this year, it's going to last for two month. and that's scary. and i'm still speaking about ghost in school everyday. as an atheist, i don't really believe that there's ghost in this world, because i don't think there are gods in this world. but people always say "better believe, than sorry", sometime i just feel that if you don't think so much, you won't be hallucinating. but i will also scare at times. haha. and tomorrow i will be taking part in the 'punggol idol' and i'm so nervous now. thinking of what will happen tomorrow.

2006-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

oh. so tired. had been busy and tired these few days. ha. learning how to play bass and keyboard. i'm going to be god. lol. when i can't even do a single thing well and now i'm going to learn two things at one time. i don't know how i'm going to learn. and i'm having detention almost everyday. wtf! it's way too boring. why...why my form teacher is Mr Tay?!?!?!

2006-07-17T15:02:00.000+08:00

lucky today we can't stay back, if not i will not be here blogging. haha. today is O'level MT listening comprehension. so sad i didn't have the chance to take. lol. and finally we going down to tamp later. and tomorrow i can collect my pay. the feeling is great because i can have the things i wanted to buy. haha. =)

2006-07-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

it's another saturday. so boring here at home and i've got nothing to do.

2006-07-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

the choice is yours,
you decide.
just like the singapore idol,
you decide.
the eyes are yours,
you see.
the mouth is yours,
you speak.
the ear is yours,
you choose to listen.
if it's control by others,
you can't speak,
you can't see, you can't hear
and you can't decide.
you'll just miss the wonderful part of the world.
because you are given all those things
to enjoy your life.
if you can't use them,
your life will be miserable.

2006-07-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

just finished a game of soccer in school. what a tiring game, and i've played badly. no field soccer for me as i don't have the stamina, and skills for field soccer. nowadays i have no time for using computer. keep going out and sleeping. lol. and i'm going to get my pay this week, i think so. haha. if i get my pay this week then i can buy my converse shoe, my SnK jeans and my shirts. getting a hair spray and a body spray. haha. maybe next one i can buy a pest spray to spray on siq. haha kidding. =)

2006-07-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

till now my computer is still down. my stupid brother still don't want to go fix it. sigh. coming to weekend again. two weeks is going pass soon. and yesterday, it's the first time i do my homework. i'm so glad that i didn't stand when my teacher ask those who didn't do their homework to stand. and when he is scolding those who is standing, i'm laughing down there. haha. now i'm waiting for brownie and chicken to call me. haha.

2006-07-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

from singapore's most happening blackout to ghost to relationship then to life. from the 86 bus stop to my house's roof garden. me, vin and siq had been talking non-stop. aren't we tired? haha not at all. now i've understand my buddies more. building friendship between friends is important. and to me quarrel is a part of friendship, relationship and even life. for example, if you were to be in good terms/bad terms with a person for very long, will you get bored? to me, i will. so it's just life. so have you got a lot of dreams in mind. my dreams are refering to those like what you want to be in the future. have you not decided what to do in the future? a lot of us have not. even me myself have not. maybe it's just the singapore educational system. go back and think how different is america's educational system and singapore's one. and do the comparism. most of us have not found our talents yet. we are studying basically everything. ya and lets say if Albert Einstein were to study in singapore, he can only be a mechanic. because he is only good in one thing, and that's science. maybe because he's a genius so he is good in everything. and so singapore thinks that everyone is a genius? but one good thing about singapore is that we don't have natural disaster here and our security is quite good. and do you realise that because of these, our parents always look only at our english and chinese's result? don't really know about all of you, but my parents are like these. after opening my report book, they only do one thing. and that's looking and my english and chinese's result. and then because my english and chinese are weak then they'll say my results are poor. even though my science i got an A1; maths i got a B3 and 2 more marks it will be A2; P.O.A. i got an A2; humanities i got a C6 which i hardly pass, they never even praise me about that. to them once my english is poor i'm useless. i think it's because of the singapore's educational system like what i've said on the above. but never mind, just because of my parents i will some how show them that i'm capable in my stuidies.

and to my parents.
maybe to you i just take things for granted. but that's only the outside of me. in the inside, deep down in my heart, actually i respect both of you a lot. i'm always proud to have both of you as my parents. although i envy people like emest, who had a family that i think is very close, but i still think both of you is great. i'm always giving both of you attitude and scolding both of you. what i can say is sorry, truely sorry. you always tell me that when i grow up and work, i must give both of you monthly income. i will, i'm sure i will. but to me money is just a piece of paper. i can repay you one million or even one thousand million dollars for what you've spend on me, but i can't repay you the time you spend on me, and the love that you gave me. sometimes i just want to treat both of you better, but i'm just too shy to do it. and sometimes on mothers' and fathers' day, or even the birthday of both of yours, i wanted to say this three words to both of you, but i just can't say it out. when ever i see both of you are tired, my heart begin to sink. when ever i see both of you quarrel, my heart begin hurt. when i think back what both of you have done to me, i felt sad. and although i know both of you won't be seeing this, i wanted to say this.
I LOVE YOU.

2006-06-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

just uploaded an interesting photo in my blog. sorry i've got no time to change the size of that word. haha. i've read a book, ya that book i'm still reading. haha. it makes me interested to know all this. it's call an 'ambigram', which is no matter how you turn it, it will still be the same word. interesting huh. i only found this i can read. others i don't even know what word is that. haha. researhing about something you wanted to find out is exciting. =)

tomorrow is a Saturday. today i can sleep like a pig. haha. sleeping is a great thing to me. when i don't get to sleep, i will go crazy and just keep laughing. and you may even get a chance to meet you guardian angel when you're sleeping. haha. to me, i felt that it's not very true. maybe it's just some superstition stuffs. but i still chosse to believe. so maybe someday i will really meet my angel in my dreams. haha.

2006-06-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

alright. one more day to weekend. i can't take it anymore. in class, i always feel like sleeping. always felt so exhuasted when the teacher was talking. always felt the tireness in my eyes when i'm looking at the whiteboard. and this weekend will be a long one as monday is a school holiday. but then after the weekend it will be my first english test of the semester. sad. i always wish that i could pass my english but i just can't make it. sigh! i'm worried about that. ok stop all those worrying and go to sleep. according to my physics teacher, Mr Indra, he said that everyone had a 'guardian angel' and a so call 'guardian devil' right beside you. he said, they know your future, and the angel will guide you through your ways. and the only way to talk to them is in the dream. so now i think i'm about to find them in my dreams. haha.

2006-06-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

you wake me up and you said i'm late. so i decided not to go to school as i don't wanna be late. most of the time when i didn't go to school is because you said i'm late. everytime once you wake me you'll said ' you're late already'. so might as well don't wake up. and now you say eveytime i never go to school. you say every week i will stay at home for one day. you say if you don't want to study please quit school. everything is said by you, what can i say? when i want to say, you will say i always argue with you. when i say 'ya', you say i only know how to say 'ya'. when i don't say a thing, you will say ' i'm talking to you now are you listening to me?' so what the fuck you want me to do? what ever i do is always wrong.

2006-06-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of school. everyone seems to be very alert and paying attention to the class. but i was so tired that i can't hear what the teacher was talking. i think i'm still in the holiday mood. sad. i'm becoming more and more sadistic all because of the stupid brownie(melvin). haha. the first the day school and i was late. wtf. and there's alot more people who are late too. i wanted to be caught by the DM as i wanted to go back home and sleep, but in the end i didn't. too bad. i've got my P.E. lesson today and i got it tomorrow too because of the change of time table. my computer is still down. can't play O2Jam and can't go to people's blog as only my computer got the address. and also can't get the homework on the net. so many things i can't do without my computer. sigh. haven't done any homeworks, still playing here and there, can't get serious at work. got to think and work hard now, as my english is still VERY POOR. can't fail one single english test from now on!

2006-06-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

i've went to work today with mest siq and vin. it's fun man. but it's quite cold down there for today as we don't know that we need to bring jacket. we are working in Singapore Expo. and our work is to pack up all the exhibition stuffs. we reached there at 8:30am waiting for my sister's friend. then we went in. the exhibition is still going on and it end at 6pm. so we got to wait till 6 then we can start work. but from 8am to 6pm we got nothing to do. all we do is slack and sleep. at lunch time we went to see the exhibition. we walked a few round then we went for lunch. what i can say is WOW. the model there are all quite pretty. and there's two or three who are very pretty. haha. we started our work at six. still not use to it. but as we go on, it's getting more and more fun. haha. and also tiring. walking from one hall to the other then back. we kept repeating the same thing carring things and more. my legs were breaking when i get home. but it's fun anyway. haha. people there were good and they treat us all very good.

school is starting in two more days. haven't done my homework, haven't cut my hair and haven't prepare the books for the next semester.

2006-06-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

just wanna tell you so you know!

went to fort canning park yesterday. it's quite scary at night. haha. but also QUITE fun. lol. althought they say that you'll sure see something there but we only see one person jogging there. wtf. to me, he is fucking daring. haha going OCH later. as i had never been there before, i don't no what's going to happen. i think if i went in i'll be scare. haha. got to go because i'm not bloggig at my house as my computer is down. =)

2006-06-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

finally after so long i've came back to blog. this few days i have been going to melvin's house to play, and even staying over night. haha. played PS2 in his house. lol and it was fun. haven't get a chance to use the computer this few days. and now my computer have some stupid problem and i can't start it. and now i'm using my sis's laptop to blog. haha. i had also started to read books. haha. it's almost impossible to see me reading. haha. but this book really hooked me in. it's by the author of 'the Da Vinci code' , Dan Brown, and the book is 'Angels and Demons'. it's quite a good book as it will make you feel like reading non-stop just to know what had happened. and i've just remembered that today is fathers' day. wtf i don't know what to do now. and i've been doing nothing. so how? ok i want to continue my reading already. haha. take care everybody. =)

2006-06-14T05:57:00.000+08:00

this few days i've never touch my computer, becuase i always go out. and when my brother come back, he will be using the computer. so i've no time to blog. i finally went in the cinema to catch a movie ever since last year, i think. and that YU JIE told me that it's eight dollars for the movie ticket so i calculated my money and i decided not to spend so much money as i got not enough money. but when we were playing pool i told asiq that i think the ticket will be cheaper, and yu jie heard that and she said, "hey i've been watching movies in the past few weeks, and i've watch more movies than you, will i be wrong?" wtf! she said that to me, so i kept quiet. AND when we went to buy the tickets, we bought three tickets(one for me, one for asiq and one for melvin) altogether and that guy said, "ok it's twenty-one dollars altogether." and i imediately think what yu jie had said to me. LOL. one that had watch movies almost everyweek told me the wrong price. it's SEVEN DOLLARS yujie. i told you that it can't be eight because friday before six is already eight-thrity. so how can weekday be eight? i told you that you were wrong and you siad that to me. oh wtf! you're wrong again! haha. =) and so please don't think that everytime you're right.

2006-06-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

this song is the song is used for my advertisement project last year. it's a meaningful one. our product name is created my Stanley, Floor's ice cream. the planning is all done by me. haha. and the editing of the plot is done by Jing Lie and Clarence. in my point of view, we all did a great job in performing. and also thanks for the help of Kaining, she help us tell the fucking Miss Farah. if not we don't even get a chance to perform. but all these are only memories of mine. now things had changed a lot, a lot more than i expected. Stanley don't really come out with us, Jing Lie is sticking to his computer everyday. and something had happened between me and both Clarence and Kaining. maybe things just go on like this forever and will never change again. but is that really not our fault AT ALL? i've been thinking of these for quite long, and actually it's also partly our fault. maybe it's just that we are not understanding enough. but as a friend we want you to realise you mistake. to realise what have you done wrong, what you must really cherish and things like that. it's not that we want you to choose either one( i know, if you ask me to choose, i also won't know who to choose), it's just that we want to learn to handle things. to know which one you need to focus on now and which one you need to focus on later. maybe it's just that you've gone too far or we're not understanding enough.

2006-06-09T09:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday i watched a channel U programme . they were discussing about blog. saying that they scare this blogger will take over the world or what. lol. more and more people have a blog. ya, i agree to that because i don't really want to have a blog until this year. as i wanted to improve my english. but do you think blogger can take over the media? to me the answer is 'NO'. they said that more and more people are sticking to their computer when they reach home. and for some one who has a blog, they will spend more time on blogging and do other stuffs. as a result, people wouldn't want to watch TV anymore, as they can find their information and all other stuffs in the blog. for me, since blog is a place for us, teenagers or others to shout our opinion out, or to share our daily life with friends and not parents, we can't really find any information here. so why would people come to blog to find information? media is the source of information. and without it we can't write any of our opinion in the blog as we don't get to know what's hot now or later. so what for people want to find information in blogs. if you want to find information you can find it on the net but not in blogs.

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i spent the whole night with mest, wl and quan. lol. that's cool man. it was fun. we went in to punggol end at around four plus as wl and quan have never been there before. we cycled in and there's only two bikes. so what i can say was it was damn tiring. and we chat inside till morning as we wanted to see the sun rise but we can't make it, as there's cloud covering the sky. so we decided to go out. four of us with only two bikes!!! in the end mest and quan took a bus out and me and wl cycle out. so after cycling in and out, as it has been so long since i did that, i'm almost fainting but i never. haha. and then went to mest's house just to lend a movie to him for copying to his computer. but that show is nice and the tittle is . if you all have it or can find it go watch it. i find it quite touching.

this few weeks i've really turn into a Moon Child. sleeping in the morning and waking up in the evening everyday is driving me crazy and i'm now mentally exhuasted. my time is upside down. i don't really think properly what i want to do. keep giving my people attitude and all sorts of things. and so i'm tired now, i didn't get to sleep for the whole night and i only slept six hours yesterday.

and mest i know you are going and i think you will cry in the next few days. i know you're going lock yourself in the room and cry. but i want to tell you that if you want some one there to accompany you, call me out. i will be prepared and wait for your call. =)

2006-06-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

today is a special day. it's a devilish day. as according to others, today is the day satan returns or something else about him. so i hope i could see a devil today. and for those who know me quite well, i will wish to be promoted and be rewarded with wings so that i can fly where ever i like. haha

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i've felt that you are slowly drifting away from me, from us and from everyone here. i don't feel close to you anymore. maybe i've changed or maybe you've changed......

2006-06-05T04:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REN SONG and REN WEI!!

i guess everything is ok now. back to normal but i still feel a bit strange. i guess everything will be alright soon.

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siq i guess is because our night life made you feel further away from us. haha. but still ok can chat in msn till 4am. lol. as for emest, like what cherine said "think too much only kill joy", i agree with that to a very large extent. but you know i know both of us are fucking thinker. so we can't stop thinking. but still try not to think. like what asiq have said sometimes just enjoy that moment you have. the moment won't come everytime, if you miss this one you might not get it back again. and i don't wish to see any of my friends to be sad. and i'll wish all those who had hurt my friends will be hurt too. =)